So I have been feeling rather down lately. It has been building and I havent been out of my house in almost 2 weeks since the wedding. I haven't done anything at my house. It is a mess. I mean a bad mess. I would be horrified if anyone were to drop by its that bad. Well I woke up this morning and decided I needed to change something. I don't sleep at night and then am tired all day. It has been so bad. Its been almost 10 months like this but it just got to a bad point. I was still in it this morning but around 1 I looked at the bank account and dh used the card even though there was no money so I had to cash a check and head to the bank and to get there I had to walk to get the van. We then went to the park for like 3 hours. I had so much fun and am hoping this funk I was in is over. I didnt want to have to go on any pills but that was the next step. I actually feel better today. I have been spending insane amounts of time on the internet and that has to stop. I was turning into a bad mom. I have hardly taken my girls outside all summer. I hope today was what I needed to turn it around. I just hope it is not too late for my dd who doesnt listen and likes to watch too much tv which for the past several months I have let her do. Please keep me in your thoughts that I can get back into a good place by myself.
Thanks!

Bless your heart! I know how rough it is when you get in one of those funks. I'm glad that you've seen the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. Try to enjoy this last part of the summer.

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Parker, Wyndser, and Carson....................Wyndser (in blue) with her cousin

I hope that everything continues to go well for and its never to late to change.

glad you got out today it is a step in the right direction good for you!!!

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Measure wealth not by the things you have, but by the things you have for which you would not take money.

Yay!!! I hope that is the beginning of the end of your funk!

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~Happiness is a large family~

Just wanted to wish you luck and hope the good mood continues.

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I'm glad things are looking up for you. I think we all get in funks like that.

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sweetie. i am so sorry you are going through this.
i am not married and no kids other than the 7 i take care of. i have been in a deep funk and slowly comming out of it.

if you ever need someone to talk to please pm me. it is hard but baby steps are easy. hugs and i am thinking of you!

I understand what you are going through. I get that way too. It got soo bad that I did need pills. I take them everyday and probably will the rest of my life. Mine is a chemical imbalance. I know how scary it can be. Take care of yourself drink plenty of water, eat right, and sleep well. Fresh air also does wonders. Get out of the house! Thinking of you.........

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This is so true, also, sunlight they tell me is a natural healer for depression and those blah moods. Perhaps that it what helped today... spend more time in the bright sunlight. ((hugs))

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