and i feel like a fat cow. maybe its just me and my self image problems, but i feel gross and fat no matter what i put on. i look like i have a double chin, and my arms look huge, and my belly looks gross. not that its showing, but it looks all rolly polly even though i am wearing a shirt with an empire seam under the breasts, and its not clingy, i still feel like i look yucky. dh ofcourse says differently. how do you deal with it when you feel like this? if you feel like this? i know i need to lose weight, i am a 185 lbs and only 5'5". i carry my weight mostly in my butt, hip area and my boobs, but i have some around my belly area to. how do you deal with it when you just feel gross and disgusting?

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Kimberley

"there is nothing to worry about, just plenty to think about" from an episode of Extreme Makeover House edition

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I am so sorry. I feel that way tonight too and I have to go out in an hour. I just want to call and tell them I don't feel well and crawl into bed. But I'm going anyways. Try wearing all black with a pretty and distracting, and preferably large necklace. And pretend to feel beautiful. It works. Sometimes. (hugs)

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i wore a black shirt with a pretty silver all over butterfly design on it, and dark jeans. i felt better when i got there and the entire room was pretty dim so none could see me that well anyways lol. i seem to always feel disgusting lately. its depressing. i know i have to lose some weight. hopefully being back at work and moving around more will help with that. its the poor body image i have of myself, i ahve always had it, and i probably will have it for a long time to come, just some times its better than others.

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Kimberley

"there is nothing to worry about, just plenty to think about" from an episode of Extreme Makeover House edition

check out my blog:
http://mommysavers.com/boards/journa...owjournal&j=21

There are some good free online weight loss sites. I am on Extrapounds.com | Diet and Weight loss blogs It's free, has blogs, charts, tickers, the whole shabang. They even have groups on there. Maybe we should get a Mommysavers group going and we could all work at it together and it would be good advertising for Mommysavers.

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Sorry to hear you were feeling so insecure.

Thanks for the website.. I registered. I would like to loose 10 lbs before summer. It has been difficult to find time to exercise.

I find it really good. The support from strangers really helps.

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