I am so sorry that you are going through this. I went through this for several months before finding out I was preggo this time. I would miss my period and have all the signs but then a negative pregnancy test. It was heartbreaking and all the while I had a friend who was pregnant and didn't even want to be. I wanted to smack her and I couldn't understand why some people got to have babies (it was her third) and I didn't have one. It was a horrible time.

I wish there were magic words i could say to take the pain away for you but there aren't. Just because you keep crying when you start doesn't mean it isn't good for you, maybe you just have a lot of tears to shed.

Try to go and see your friend anyway. I am afraid that if you don't, you will regret it later when this time has passed for you.

Know you are not alone and we are all here for you. I am sending lots of hugs your way.

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Proud mommy to adorable Kinsley

Oh, Amanda, I am so sorry you are haivng to go through this. Sending you a big hug.

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I'm sorry you're so sad. I remember the hurt from infertility even all these years after I finally had children. Just a question? Did you do a pregnancy test during those 8 wks?? The reason I'm asking is because after yrs of infertility my OBGYN told me she thought I was getting pregnant but just miscarrying early each time. So she told me if I was even a few days late to call her. So I did and she started me on hormone shots and I carried an enormous healthy baby to a succesful delivery. Just thought I'd mention that in case it could be your problem also. I hope you feel better soon.

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You have every right to feel the way you do. No comforting words from anyone can make the pain go away. You have to feel what you are feeling, it is normal. Be angry! Cry til you can't cry no more! Give yourself as much time as you need to go through this process. But do know that one day you will feel better and you will be ready to pick up the pieces and make things right with God. For whatever reason, this is in HIS plan for you. We are all here for you, aching for you and what you want so badly.

(((hugs)))

Oh. . . boy, I have such similar emotions!! First off, it's okay to be angry with God. He can handle it. I know it hurts so much. I wish I could say something to make things better, but I know firsthand that nobody can say anything to me to make everything "all better."

I just don't know what to say, other than I am really sorry.

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I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I have been there too and it seemed that once I wasn't so focused on it that that is when I became pregnant.